i'm new and feeling desperate!
hi all, I have come to the stage where I need support for what I am going through. Friends have been helpful but they don't understand and are sure to be fed up listening to me going on and on. I have more or less been in pain since August. The year before I also went through a few months of pain. This time is doesn't seem to be going away.
I had laproscopy in December to try and find a cause for the pain. It came back that I had adhseions on the back of my uterus and polycystic ovaries. The doctors are telling me that this could not amount to the pain I am in. Every time I go to the doctor I am just given a new painkiller to try.
The only thing that seems to work is the Oramorph but then I am unable to do anything else. It looks like my job are trying to get rid of me because of all the time I have had off and I have also missed nearly all of UNiversity this year.
Doctors are now trying to say that the pain is in my head!!
I find this very hard to come to terms with as the pain is so bad, I am only 27 years old and feel like the rest of my life is going to be like this. I feel hopeless and that I have no control over my life. This week I haven't been out of the house since Saturday. I feel so alone.
Even when I do go out it can't be for long as the pain gets so bad.